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About Me Member Lyrics Writer Evig-VachtMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Sun Jul 19, 2009, 11:34 AM
finally writing songs again, though im struggling on lyrics, ill get through it though

cant wait for band camp!
seems like its ganna be fun, plus i get to play guitar, which makes it so much more better\
itll also hopefully help me on my sight reading skills

well....... other than that i have nothing to say in this journal,
well other than the weird dream...

i never have sex dreams... but this wasnt one, its so confusing, and there has got to be a reason behind it,
im going to write it down so i dont forget it

well i think i went to a band assembly, and then i met this girl,short black hair, normal size in about everyway, not skinny, not big, though slightly shorter than me, i said something then she kissed me on the cheek, then i returned the favor, she looked me in the eyes and started blushing. but i could tell she just wanted sex, weird as it sounds. we get on a school bus, i remember i ride in a car, but follow her anyways, we start kissing in the back, but then she says stop because someone is watching...... its john..... the john that Elizabeth dated.......yea, i then i smack him upside the head.
the rest was staring at her on the bus wondering if it was going to go places emotionally instead of physically, i was wondering if she just wanted sex or if she wanted a relationship.
i didnt want to date her just for sex, even though she was decent looking
i was pleased but sad at the thought of a lack of a relationship

i think it means sex is not what i want so dont get sex confused for love.... but then again, im just guessing

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Thank yooh much for teh fave :D

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"Well i'm not stoned
I'm just fucked up
I got so high I can't stand up
I'm not cursed 'Cause i've been blessed
I'm not in love 'Cause i'm a mess"

GREEN DAY KICKS ASS! :D
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Thank yooh much for teh fave

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Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you`ll never see me cry...
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well your welcome but its freaking awesome

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Snake:listen, dont obsess over words to much Find the meaning behind the words, then decide. you can find your own name, your own future and whatever you choose will be you. choose your OWN legacy, its up to you to decide
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Thankz

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Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you`ll never see me cry...
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Nick im not smart i guess i won't be smart as anybody im just dumbass, u know i am. did i really say no to the idea of are own band if i did because it didn't look like. now i no not to call a girl c word. i no you do that is like mega of katie im talking about the time spent with her.
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please stop talking to me and PLEASE dont get andrew to call me to go anywhere. i know this was you. he never had my number

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Snake:listen, dont obsess over words to much Find the meaning behind the words, then decide. you can find your own name, your own future and whatever you choose will be you. choose your OWN legacy, its up to you to decide
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now your blaming me for something i didn't do i never gave him your number
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mmmm yea then who did? im not stupid rj he asked me to go skating and i know you were ganna be there.

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Snake:listen, dont obsess over words to much Find the meaning behind the words, then decide. you can find your own name, your own future and whatever you choose will be you. choose your OWN legacy, its up to you to decide

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